ThOrNs On My WaY

I feel so cold and lonely today,

even after the beautiful rain washed these tears away.

they say,we're there for you,

and when time comes,all I find is me and the blue.

sometimes I say to myself I won't care for anyone,

damn why god made me human.

this darkness gives me relief,

cos' no one can see my grief.

like an ugly thorn on a rose,

I hang on to someone close.

give me pain,hurt me,

Im a self sadist,who loves ME.

take me with you O winds,

break me into pieces and leave no mark to see.

For thorns on my way are endless,

and Im weak enough to Bleed..